I want to open up, i just dont know how. I know sometimes the things going through my head are too much, and so far out of wack, that i need to think them through. Isn't that what he dsaid to me? I know that when i ask him what he is thinking about, and he says nothing, I need to just say, "Ok". And i have been doing that. But here is the thing...
Some times, when i get upset with him about something, it has nothing to do with what he did, it has everything to do with all the other stress im dealing with. So, in the end, it has nothing to do with him, he is just who happens to be there when i've taken all i can handle. Thats why I dont like to talk to him every time im upset. Because, if eel like, "go talk to someone else, and figure out what your really upset about, before you go blow up on him for something he didnt do." But... he wants me to come to him. I dont want to come to him! Not because i dont want to confide in him, or run to him when i need help; i dont want to come to him when im angry, because i need to figur eout what im angry about.
Me, Myself, and I
Its just Me, Myself and I
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