to be or not to be

Yea its been a while since my last post but its just how I feel right now. I feel like I don't have much of a reason to live. I lost my best friend because she kept lieing to me ( I guess she wasn't much of a best friend). And now I'm losing my family because of andrew. It makes me feel like I don't have anything to live for. Best I got, I have to stay alive cuz I don't want anyone taking kat away from the only man who trully treats her like a father should treat a daughter.