Thats how I feel sometimes.
I write this blog because Iw ant someone to know how I feel, and if you people out there dont know me, then you cant judge me. But, maybe you do know me...
Maybe you only know me from this blog... and thats fine with me. I dont even think my fiance knows me this well... I try, and i want to make him understand, but i dont think he can.
I just want someone to tell me that... I want someone to say "Patty, I understand..." But I want them to mean it. I want someone...
I love Andrew with every fiber of my being... But i need someone else... no, i dont want to leave him, or cheat on him. I just need a friend. I stay in this house, and the 4 walls are driving me nuts. I like being a house wife, i like cleaning and cooking and taking care of things. I just miss having friends, and getting coffee, and going to the movies, and dancing, and having fun.
Andrew is my husband in all but legal meaning... but i need interaction with others. He isnt like me, he is different. He is ok with not having many friends. I guess thats all I want, is a friend...
Hello... Anyone?
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