Me, Myself, and I

Me, Myself, and I
Its just Me, Myself and I

Monday, June 28, 2010

June 28, 2010

Hmmm....
Pride was amazing, but the night of Pride was a little rough.
But guess what? It doesnt change anything. I still love him with all my heart.

Sunday was like, perfection.
I never thought IW as going to be blessed with a soul mate, but Andrew trully is the other-half God created for me.
I know some people dont agree with "Gay" people, but suck it up and deal with it. If God wanted me different he would have made me that way.

The best feeling in the world is falling in love all over again with the man of my dreams. I love you baby <3

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Cleveland Gay Pride!!!

Ok, usually I just randomly blog, about life, love and the persuit of my happiness :-)
Well, lets change it up now. I not longer need to be in persuit of happiness, because I found it! Thanks you baby (Andrew) for being the happiness I needed to find :-)

Today was Cleveland, Ohio Gay Pride, and it was freeking amazing! I got to spend it with Andrew, Kathleen, Jenn, and Lauren! We started off with Home Made breakfast and we have yet to finish off the night yet, But I can promise you it will be pretty amazing :->

Anyways... that's all. I just wanted to tell everyone how amazing my life is right now.

Why the change? Not only do I have this family, but I got my Aunt Janet back :-)

Friday, June 25, 2010

June 26th, 2010

UGH!!! Fibro!!!

So yesterday I helped a friend clean her old apartment and put together her new one. But when i think about it, I really didnt do much... I put liners in the new cabnets, put some dishes away, and put the food in the pantry. Then at the new place, I wahsed dishes. Why the hell am I so sore today?? I feel like I got ran over by a truck.
My arms are killing me, and my back is killing me, and my legs feel like they are in water. Like, i have no muscles. Blah!
I really dont understand the point of this new medication - I take it every morning and every night (at least twice a day) like I am supose to, and at first it worked, but now, it doesn't seem to be doing anything. My arm sometimes hurts to much that i can barely get a grip on anything, like, physically! And my legs just feel like I can hardly walk.

In other news.... My tummy hurts :-(

Monday, June 21, 2010

June 21, 2010

Whats the one thing you always hear from people?
"If one thing is for certain in this life, its that nothing is ever certain."

People say nothing is ever for sure, and things always change, and that nothing stays the same. Well, i don't believe that. I think some things in life will always be the same. I know that I will spend every morning from now untill the day I die looking next to me and seeing Andrew. I know that every night, when I go to sleep, Andrew is the last person I will kiss goodnight.

In my life a lot of things have been uncertain, but this one is not. We will spend the rest of our life together, and things will never be perfect.
WHAT?
Yea, sorry, thats just life. Things may always seem perfect, but nothing ever is. Well, no situation anyways. Telling yourself things are perfect only sets you up to be let down. In reality, how much is perfect? Not much, there is always at least one thing that throws us off track.

Well, Andrew and I are as close as it gets, but we have our bad days too. We have our arguments, our ups and downs, but in the end, we are still there, right next to each other, holding the other one up.

Its life baby.... its love.